He stopped when
he noticed my coldness towards him. Everything will
be fine now I promise he assured me.
Olu. Babe I love
you, I miss you he said kissing every part of my body.
I gave in, maybe
he meant every word he altered.
Olu practiced
all kinds of stunts on me. I’m very sure he’s been seeing adult films lately,
because those moves are out of this world. He made me do all manner of dirty
things I can’t start talking about.
After he had
satisfied himself, he fell on his bed and slept off.
I cried as I
watched him sleep, I felt dirty, I felt like trash. My whole body was aching.
I woke him up
when I was ready to leave.
Olu! I’m leaving
I tapped him
OK, you can
leave I’ll give you a call
I couldn’t
believe my ears, even a prostitute doesn’t deserve this kind of treatment.
I said I’m
leaving, won’t you see me off I said angrily.
See, babe I’m...
tired, please let me be, it’s that too much to ask he barked at me.
Fine! Go ahead
and sleep, honestly I can’t blame you, I’m the one who played the fool I said
and stormed out of his apartment.
I got back home
and rushed into the bathroom, I opened the shower, sat down on the titled floor
and wept. I took my sponge and scrubbed every part of my body, just to wash his
filthy hands off me. I was in the bathroom for God knows how many hours. In the
bathroom, I thought of so many things, it was a time of reflection for me.
"Enough is
enough, I think it's time to go back to God" I said to myself I came back into
the room, knelt down and cried to God for forgiveness. I made a promise to God
never to indulge in any sexual act again until I get married.
I made so many
promises to serve, obey him and all. I put off my phone and slept.
The next day I
put on phone and his message pop in.
He apologized
for what happened the previous day. I was still reading his text when his call
came in. I decided to pick it after several rings.
Baby, I’m so
sorry, I was really tired yesterday
I didn’t say a
word and he continued ranting over the phone.
Baby please say
something
What do you want
me to say, when did you become this bad, this is not you
Please just
forgive me, please.
Hope this won’t
happen again
I asked
It will never
happen again, I promise
He replied
"I have a
condition" I said
"What's the
condition?"
"No more
sex"
He laughed.
"I know you are saying this because you are angry, all the same, I've
heard you"
"You are
laughing right! you think I'm joking, I'm dead serious"
"I've heard
you, is that all"
"Yes, for
now"
"OK my
love, I'll talk to you later"
He ended the
call and I couldn’t help but cry. I’m I in a right relationship I asked myself.
He acted normal
for a month. He calls and even visited me twice and after that Olu shut down
again like Nigeria’s electricity.
I was so
preoccupied, the only day I can meet him at home is Sunday. But now Sunday is
out of it because my schedules are tight on Sundays too. Ever since the last
incident, I’ve been committed in Church.
After church
service I’ll have to attend meetings upon meetings and by 5pm I’ll have to be
in the house fellowship which I can’t afford to miss being the new house
fellowship leader.
For like two
months I did not set my eyes on him. Now he doesn’t pick my calls and of course
he never return my calls. The reality of loosing him now hit me. I cried my
eyes out when it dawn on me that my 5years relationship is crumbling before my
very eyes.
Everybody knew
us to be an item, my family, his family, friends, What will I tell them. Its
4months gone and we did not see each other despite the fact that we both stay
in the same Lagos.
I called my
cousin, Grace and told her what was going on.
Adejoke, don’t
stop calling him
Even if he’s not
picking my calls
Yes, keep on
calling and please create time and go see him . So that it can be said of you
that you did your best
I’ve heard you.
I’ll find time and check on him
On Sunday, I
decided not to attend all my Sunday meetings just for me to see him. I went to
his house but to my surprise, I met the room empty. I was told he had moved
out, the guy I met in his compound said he had no idea of where he relocated
to.
Good night
everyone, have a wonderful night rest and don’t forget to close your eyes
before you sleep.lol
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